Fly high T.O.Y. <3

Today I had another breakdown, I wish you were still here today=,(
I know your in peace & at rest.
But I miss you so much & need you now more than ever.
I went threw with pressing charges, I did it because I told you I would & you told me to be strong.
It's only been 3weeks since your funeral.
But it feels like a lifetime has passed by since then.
I heard that song "if heaven wasn't so far away" & I broke down to tears.
I still can't believe your gone.
You were one of the ONLY guys I have ever cried my heart out too.
You tried your best to make my birthday the best, "you did!"
That was the last time I saw or talked too you.
A few weeks later I find out your gone.
I miss you terribly.
You believed in me 100% plus so much more.
I miss & love you T.O.Y.
FLY HIGH!